10/14/2024
Walking home from Megalopolis trying to be un-self-centered, nonschizoid (the constant paralyzing self-analysis): water bottle on the train tracks. White leaves making pale shapes on the cement. Three half-naked girls waiting for one of them to tie her Doc Martens. The more externally-focused you can be, the better. You are a lens through which to view things. Don't turn the lens in on itself, that's just an endless hall of mirrors. Figure the world out. See it out. Mess around with it. Be active, take action. Make things.